| Woman to Question Sons in Her Murder
                  Trial
 Susan Polk, who married her therapist, now faces
                  murder charges in his death.
 In the midst of a bitter divorce, Susan Polk
                  says she split for Montana, determined to get away
                  from her abusive husband. "I didn't plan on coming
                  back and killing him," she explains from behind a
                  Plexiglas window in the county jail. But kill him she did - thrusting a paring knife
                  repeatedly into his body in an angry rage. She claims self defense. Prosecutors call it the
                  premeditated actions of a violent, delusional
                  woman. Polk, 47, has fired three attorneys and now
                  plans to represent herself in her first-degree
                  murder trial set to begin Monday - a case of a
                  woman who married her therapist and stabbed him to
                  death 20 years later. One son is the prosecution's star witness,
                  another her main defender. She'll question both on
                  the witness stand. Susan's life hit the skids as a teenager when,
                  troubled by the stresses of youth and the divorce
                  of her parents, she began seeing a therapist. Felix
                  Polk was 42 then, a highly revered - and married -
                  Berkeley psychologist. She says they started having
                  sex when she was 16. "I believed I was in love with him and that he
                  loved me," says Susan, who married him at 24, when
                  he was 50. The couple had three sons - Gabriel is now 18,
                  Eli is 20, and Adam, 22. But as she tells it, Felix
                  kept her under his thumb, abusing her physically
                  and emotionally. "He would get mad if I went to the store without
                  telling him," she says, nervously tucking her
                  stringy salt-and-pepper hair behind her left
                  ear. "He tried to destroy my self esteem ...
                  Sometimes he'd slap me and hit me ... He would say,
                  'I'll never let you go."' Police were called to the couple's $2 million
                  home in the upscale San Francisco suburb of Orinda
                  numerous times as they battled through a divorce,
                  arguing over money and custody of Gabriel, then 15
                  and the only son still living at home. She accused Felix of hitting her. He claimed she
                  attacked him. Each said the other threatened
                  murder. Once, she was arrested for hitting her husband
                  in front of police. Felix didn't press charges. It all ended the night of Oct. 13, 2002 - the
                  night Susan says she returned from Montana to
                  collect her things. In her absence, Felix, 70, had won a court order
                  giving him the house and custody of Gabriel. It was about 11 p.m. when Susan confronted Felix
                  in a cottage on the property. "He came at me ... and the next thing I knew he
                  was stabbing at me with a knife," she says. "I
                  kicked him as hard as I could in the groin." The couple struggled. Susan grabbed the
                  blade. "I stabbed him in the side with it and he just
                  wouldn't stop. I kept saying, 'Get off me.' He was
                  biting at me," she recalls. "He was going to kill
                  me. "Finally he stood up and it was over ... He
                  said, 'Oh my God, I think I'm dead."' Felix fell limp on the floor. Susan went in the
                  house to wash up. "At that point, I came back and he was dead,"
                  she says, nonchalantly. But Susan didn't call police or tell Gabriel
                  about his father's body in the cottage. She says
                  she was in shock - and figured no one would believe
                  it was self-defense, least of all her sons. "I had
                  their father's blood on my hands." The next evening, Gabriel waited for his father
                  to come home from work so they could go to a Giants
                  game. Finally, he asked his mother if she'd seen
                  him. According to Gabriel's grand jury testimony,
                  she said, "He's gone and aren't you happy." Gabriel then found the body and called 911. Contra Costa County Sheriff's Deputy Ken Hansen
                  was among those who responded. He testified that
                  Susan initially claimed she didn't know about the
                  killing - and that when he told her Felix was dead,
                  she said "Oh well ... We were getting a divorce
                  anyway." The coroner's report showed five stab wounds to
                  his chest and stomach, defensive injuries on his
                  hands and feet and "blunt force injuries" on his
                  head, back and right knee - 27 wounds in all. "The horrific nature of the ... stabbing wounds
                  ... could indicate the perpetrator was in an
                  altered mental state of rage," concluded forensic
                  psychologist Paul Good. "She is not grossly out of
                  touch with reality," he told the judge, but "her
                  judgment and decision making could be seriously
                  undermined by a paranoid delusional state." A judge later ruled she was competent to stand
                  trial. Gabriel told police about his parents' fights -
                  he remembered his father slapping her once, and
                  "specifically recalled listening in on a phone
                  conversation between his mother and father in which
                  his mother threatened to kill his father." Felix later told his friend and neighbor Barry
                  Morris, a local criminal defense attorney, about
                  the threat. It was a week before his death. "He said he received a call from Susan from
                  Montana and she said she bought a gun and was
                  coming back to kill him," Morris recalls. He urged Felix to call police - "I said, 'Felix
                  don't you want to live? This is not a joke."' Felix never contacted authorities. Morris describes Felix as a gentle, caring man,
                  not the monster Susan depicts. "He was a pretty calm, even tempered person,"
                  Morris says. "From what he told me, she was the
                  aggressor. She's delusional. She once claimed Felix
                  was a member of Mossad, an Israeli agent." Shifting in her chair in the jail's visiting
                  room, Susan says "I'm scared to death I'm going to
                  lose." She still believes Gabriel will change his story
                  and join Eli in her defense, pointing to their
                  father as the aggressor and sparing her from a
                  sentence of 25-years-to-life. But she can't be sure. She hasn't been able to
                  speak with Gabriel, who has been living with
                  another family since the killing. Adam was away at
                  college in Los Angeles at the time, and it's
                  unclear where he stands on the charges. Eli, who
                  was in juvenile detention for a fistfight when his
                  father was killed, is apparently her only steadfast
                  defender. Eli didn't respond to interview requests and
                  efforts to reach his brothers were unsuccessful.
                  Prosecutors declined to comment. Smiling gingerly, Susan tips her head down at
                  the prospect of cross-examining her son. "We're just going to talk, that's all," she
                  says. "I never planned to murder my husband. He
                  knows that." Source: aolsvc.news.aol.com/news/article.adp?id=20050821133709990001&ncid=NWS00010000000001
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