The Goddess of a Trillion Universes

I saw the Camelot doorway appear for seven hours on December 22nd (see: The Shimmering Door, article). The entrance is thick, more like an entrance tunnel covered by a curtain and going inwards for many yards of depth. It was all around me. It made the ceiling look lower to the ground, but the curtain also covered the floor and all the walls. Here is a photograph of light shot by a Russian photographer, it is a hexagon; it looks very much like the components of the Camelot curtain. You have to imagine hundreds and hundreds of similar pentagons strung together like lace—shimmering at 240 pulses a minute, the pentagons are silver and white. Because of the pulses, the edge of solid reality in the room, like say, a chair, had a wide wobble to the edge of it made up of striations of iridescent light.

A Hexagon of Light

I was overwhelmed at the time and I had to close my eyes for long periods as the glistening and shimmering of the curtain was too much beauty to bear. At times, I found it quite hard to think rationally; it wasn’t until later that I figured out what I was watching was in fact the Camelot door. I have never seen anything like it before. It was stunning, beyond words really.

A celestial being of immense power, radiance and luminosity came back when I was on an Aya’ journey four days later to explain it to me. I was grateful. I never expected that. But, looking back, I realized it was all so incomprehensible, I had a hundred questions that were left unanswered. The sacred being was 40-50 feet tall and intensely beautiful, female and she radiated like a god. She stayed for many, many hours. Sometimes she spoke with a delicate timbre in a cadence that was very warm and reassuring, and sometimes she was silent, and sometimes she showed glorious visions in full-color to explain what she was saying.

She began by confirming that the shimmering door I saw is the entrance to the Camelots that we have all waited for for so long. She continued by saying it is the equivalent of the force of one trillion universes, and that it is love, but it is a love so vast there are no proper words to describe it. I still can’t get over the idea of a trillion universes, it scrambles my mind then again it helps me to think big. Because of visions I’ve seen in the past I have always known that this Universe is very small compared to all the possible universes and/or all the dimensions of inner space.

She then said that as well as the wolf that I saw guarding the door, the bear also guards it. And at the lake of Avalon there is a female that we have seen many times, usually standing in a boat, she is very delicate and graceful and she has a long braid that cascades down the right side of her body. She is known to us as the embodiment of grace. The sacred being that talked about the door said one of the functions of the lady-with-the-braid is to guard the door. And there is another lady at the lake that seems to us to be part-female and part-owl, and she is also involved in the safety of the door.

I was told five week ago in Ecuador that there were thirty-five thousand ghouls in front of the Camelot door. They are gradually being removed and degraded at the rate of 2673 a week. The current number is down to 21,631. The ghouls stand at the door because they know eternity is on the other side and partly they stand there to stop others making it if they can’t.

The celestial being that came to explain the door asked me and another person present if we wanted her to show us her world, she gave us three seconds to respond, we quickly said yes. But as she began to show us and the pulse-oscillation of her world grew stronger and the eternal love flooded in, it swamped us and our legs turned to jelly, and we started to lose track of our sensibilities, it was all too much and we had to ask her to turn the experience down as we were becoming frightened. We were too little to sustain it for long.

Later she went on to talk about herself and her world. Doing so, she gave us a great amount of information, mathematical figures, technical knowledge, examples and visions--too many to recount here. But one thing she said that I found fascinating was that all the animals that have ever been alive and all the animals currently on earth, and all the billions of animals that will be born from them, the sum total of all of the animals ever until the end of time, represents one eight-hundredth (1/800) of her energy.

As said, the being was vast and very tall and from her emanated waves of colored energy that looked like appendages of flowing chiffon, but they were a hundred times more alive and beautiful than a man-made cloth. At the end of the appendages were glorious flowers, they were large; there were seven hundred and fifty-two in total. Each flower had seven stamens, which is the male sticky part in the center of the flower that the pollen is on, so, 752 flowers X 7 stamens for each flower, making a total of 5264.

She pointed to one stamen in one of the 752 flowers, saying that it was from that stamen that the goddess Kali was born, that is to say, the stamen gave rise to the power of Kali. I always thought Kali was as high up in the pantheon of gods as one could get, to realize she was just a small part inside another being caused me great wonderment. Then the sacred being that appeared to us went on to say that it was way more than just Kali, as all the sacred beings and all the goddesses of the lake and all the power of the celestial dimensions came from her flowers. Then if that was not enough she pointed to yet one more stamen amongst the over five thousand of them and said that that particular one was where this Universe of ours came form.

She was so vast we did not know what to call her. Eventually we came up with the name, ‘The Goddess of a Trillion Universes’ it seems apt and rather lovely. Some of these beings are so immeasurable in their infinite endlessness and grandeur, they defy description. We are small; watching the glory of it evokes awe and humility.

One day, sadly, it will all be gone, but for now the glory of the Sacred Beings and the Camelot door is with us, not because we are so special but because these are critical times. Many of the lessons and articles I have written for the RC have been given to me by the beings knowing that some people will respond and that most won’t. In this way, they define who they are willing to work with and who represents value to them, and who does not. They never waste even a minute quantum of energy. I learned that fact some years ago.

You’ll get your chance if you can agree to follow my suggestions about the Three Graces, and if you can muster warmth and humility as acolytes to stand by your side.

©2010, Stuart Wilde

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Stuart Wilde is an urban mystic, a modern visionary, he's written fifteen books on consciousness and awareness. His perceptive and quirky way of writing has won him a loyal readership over the years.

He has been a researcher of consciousness for over twenty years. Some consider him an expert on transdimensional worlds and the phenomena of the supernatural. He has simple a way of explaining things that hitherto have seemed a mystery.

Stuart's political writings are satirical and often very funny. Nonetheless, he seems to have an accurate grip on the ebb and flow of world events and many of his long-term views and predictions have turned out to be quite prophetic. He has written 15 books on consciousness and awareness including Affirmations: What I Am Has Beauty & Strength His latest book is called God's Gladiators. For information on the Redeemer’s Club click here:

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