Did Society's Violence Against Gays Kill Sheppard?

My mind is filled with thoughts of the thuggery and terrible murder of Matthew Shepard.

Why did this happen? Was his death sparked by the fascination people have with trying to change and heal a gay or lesbian person? Shy spend energy trying to determine whether one is born or becomes gay?

Why not take time to understand and know us? We are human beings. There is nothing inherently wrong with us. What is wrong is what is done to us.

As a gay man myself, I wonder about why people need to worry about why we need to come out.

How about worrying about what it would be like for a straight person to have to hide the fact that he or she is married, not being able to put a picture of their partner on their desk and lie to co-workers about what they did on the weekend or keep the conversation generic?

Instead of sexualizing us and telling us that we are all promiscuous, how about experiencing us and getting to know our politics and spirituality? How about seeing our family values - as good parents, aunts and uncles - our psychology and the richness of our culture? How about getting to know what lives in our souls?

While growing up, I was continually called a "faggot" in school by classmates and teachers. Abandoned, spit upon and rejected by close friends for identifying myself as or being seen as a gay man was commonplace. Such behavior was acceptable. Nothing was said to stop the violence.

I am horrified to think that people of other minority groups, who have been discriminated against themselves, preach that being gay or lesbian is wrong and something unnatural. Not Natural, a song by Debbie and Angie Winans stating that homosexuality is "not natural," is appalling. "Kike" was included in one of Michael Jackson's songs and Jewish groups' outrage forced him to delete the word. It saddens me that the same did not happen to the Winans, even th9ugh the gay and lesbian community attempted to get them to change the song.

Our experience must count. It is time to appreciate the truth about being gay or lesbian from the voices who live and die with insult, hate and misunderstanding.

Too few laws protect us. We can be ejected from our houses, be fired from our jobs, have our children taken from us and be denied the right to marry. Such atrocities happen because society seems to suggest we are a group to scorn, despise, hate and fear.

Gays and lesbians breathe and bleed like other humans do. We deserve compassion and empathy. The parent, teacher, priest, rabbi, doctor, sister or brother who is gay or lesbian should be experienced, not judged.

Matthew Shepard never stood a chance. The killers of this gentle should had their minds made up about who he was. They believed they had the support to torture and terrify a "queer."

When any man - be it Matthew or one's neighbor has life extinguished, we are all diminished.

©2009 by Joe Kort

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Psychotherapist Joe Kort, MA, MSW, has been in practice since 1985. He specializes in Gay Affirmative Psychotherapy as well as IMAGO Relationship Therapy, which is a specific program involving communication exercises designed for couples to enhance their relationship and for singles to learn relationship skills. He also specializes in sexual addiction, childhood sexual, physical and emotional abuse, depression and anxiety. He offers workshops for couples and singles. He runs a gay men's group therapy and a men's sexuality group therapy for straight, bi and gay men who are struggling with specific sexual issues. His therapy services are for gays and lesbians as well as heterosexuals. His articles and columns have appeared in The Detroit Free Press, Between the Lines Newspaper for Gays and Lesbians, The Detroit News, The Oakland Press, The Royal Oak Mirror, and other publications. Besides providing therapy for individuals and couples, he conducts a number of groups and workshops for gay men. Now an adjunct professor teaching Gay and Lesbian Studies at Wayne State University's School of Social Work, he is doing more writing and workshops on a national level. He is the author of 10 Smart Things Gay Men can do to Improve Their Lives and 10 Smart Things Gay Men Can Do to Find Real Love. or E-Mail

* Gaydar (gay'.dahr, n.): (1) The ability that lets gays and lesbians identify one other. (2) This column--where non-gay readers can improve their gaydar, learning more about gay men's psychology and social lives. Also, (3) a regular feature where gay readers can discover the many questions and hassles their straight counterparts--and themselves--must face!

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