A
Mother's
Love
 

March
Puzzled (1997)


Open the box..
Anticipation...wonder...excitement....
The picture on the cover is complete and SO beautiful...
Perfection...
Will all the pieces REALLY fit together???
Are they ALL included, or could a few be missing?
Let's try... I LOVE a challenge...
Start with the frame, the edge pieces are easy..
Now find the four corners...
Here they are, now the rest should follow...
This will take some time, but it should work..
And I know it will be fun and rewarding,
Working towards the final outcome,
And finally inserting the last piece in triumph...
Even if some places might be a bit trying...
Patience...persistence...planning.......
Please don't...if you remove those pieces I can't complete it!
Put them back, don't destroy them.. please..please........
Now they're gone...I'll try to put it together without those...
It will just have to be missing a spot, but it should still work...
Not going to give up that easily.....
No!! don't shake up the box!! I had them sorted out by color...
Why did you do that??? Why??Why????
Now I will have to start over... sorting...sorting...sorting......
This is NOT as enjoyable as it is supposed to be...
As a matter of fact, it is rather unpleasant now...
Please stop! Put down the box, please!!!
Now you have scattered the pieces all over!!!
It will be impossible to put the puzzle together now...
The wind is picking up, an icy chill surrounds me..
I am alone...isolated and cold...so cold...........
And darkness approaches rapidly...
So dim it is difficult to see now...
The darkness frightens me....and I am alone....
The pieces are blown in every direction
I desperately try to pick up the ones nearest me
Before they are lost completely...
Frantically reaching and grabbing as the fragments are slipping away...
Now they're scattered everywhere..
So many have disappeared...
I will NEVER put this together now...ever.....
Even if they WERE gathered up, too many were destroyed...
Bent, scratched, ripped...damaged...imperfect...ugly.......
What point is there in trying to complete a damaged puzzle???
No one can appreciate it...
It will never EVER be as beautiful and complete
as the picture on the box.......

©2010, Mary Lou St. Lucas

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Mary Lou St. Lucas is a former stay-at-home mom who has participated in custody and divorce-related support groups. She often speaks out through impassioned letters to local newspapers regarding issues affecting quality of life for children and families. She has experienced divorce, including the heartbreaking decision to give up daily contact with her two sons for what she believed was their best interest at that time, as well as the societal stigma attached to being a non-custodial mother. She emphasizes the importance of kids having BOTH parents in their lives on a regular basis, even if the parents cannot or will not be married anymore. She hopes other parents will see that there may be alternatives to the standard custody arrangements, depending on the individual situation. She writes from her perspective of today instead of revisiting and dwelling on the painful emotions of her past. She strives to live a full life in spite of a recent diagnosis of fibromyalgia, and believes a sense of humor is mandatory. mlstuff.blogspot.com/2007/08/male-bashing-t-shirts.html or E-Mail.



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